It is a slippery word

Tumbling so quickly from your lips

You don’t have time to figure it out.

A place talked about so much in your present,

Yet nearly always referring to the future

A place where you will soon be

A place where you dream to be

A place where you are not.

When away, it is romanticised; the place of your true self

Somewhere individual to you,

Yours to dream of.

When you are there, elsewhere is romanticised; to a place of your true self

Somewhere individual to you,

Yours to dream of.

 

Your legs weep and your eyes ache

On your continuous chase of it,

Of a place where there is no sadness but love.

No loneliness but company.

No harshness but warmth.

 

But,

It is a space of the present,

Not a dream of tomorrow.

It doesn’t have to be a destination, always being chased:

A house,

A street,

A bedroom,

Old chair,

Always a train ride away.

 

It is love, company, warmth,

A walk,

A favourite drink,

A person,

Hug,

Flowers,

Mug,

A smell,

Blue skies,

 

It is home

And home is here.

 

Millie Law